Most of you don't know this, but I'm really a very angry person. That's one of the things that I really don't like about myself. I wish I could let things go, but I see so much injustice in this world that it burns me up inside.

Most of the time I'm angry at two segments of the population, and generally those two are [I]very[/I] intertwined. I won't mention the groups, but they both really get my blood boiling.

I've decided to do something about it, though.

Finally.

I'm taking my feelings about these two groups of people and transforming them into music, which is quite therapeutic for me.

Very heavy, angry music. Not Ambient at all.

I like death metal, but I don't listen to it very much. At least, not in the traditional sense.

I create it in my head. Hours and hours of fast and/or heavy guitar-oriented music. I don't struggle to come up with it, it just happens within my mind. Rhythm, lead, bass, and drums, all going a million miles and hour within my head.

But I do have a problem; I can't play keys or bass (the two instruments that I own) very well at all, so if I plan on sharing what I'm writing with the world, I need to enter it into my sequencer one-note-at-a-time.

Sucks.

I have no idea how long this project will take. A project that, if I was proficient at playing, would take a matter of days to complete. I need to get it out, though, so I won't be concentrating on writing Ambient for a while.